So many thoughts, so little writing

Life goes on day by day and so little of it gets shared. I think that is probably a good thing for the most part. Life is mundane. Miss T. Hawks goes to work. Lil Hawks and Hawks, Jr. alternate between annoying each other and making each other giggle. She-Hawks gets more mature everyday. But the thing about having a tween daughter are the wonderful moments I get to see. The moments where she is acting too grown up for her own good and ordering a capuccino at breakfast that are coupled with her licking the whipped cream off the side of the cup like a kid just moments later.

Miss T.Hawks took me to the Bahamas for our anniversary. It was an exciting romantic weekend on a two day cruise. I thought I would miss the kids too much to enjoy it. Turns out I didn't miss the kids at all until after I returned. Then I really just felt guilty for not missing them. Getting away was wonderful though. I rememberd all those reasons I fell in love with Miss T.Hawks to begin with. For some reason we forget about those things in the day to day. We start to ask ourselves why we love this person that drives us crazy. Then we have a weekend in the bahamas that included more sex then we have in a typcial half year and it all comes back to me and I remember that she just does it for me.